Friday, September 11, 2009
I've been slowly changing. My past selves have molded me into who I am today. I have finally realized how cruel and cold this world is. I miss the days of innocence when nothing really mattered; when friends grew together instead of growing apart. My body may be young but I've experienced so much in life already. I've watched people walk out of my life as if I never mattered. I chose to keep one or two good friends who I know will not abandon me in the end. I believe my heart isn't cold, it's slowly turning to stone. Despite my past difficulties I am a very strong, well-educated individual. I know what I want to make out of this journey we call life. I only seek to be happy. There is so much ugly in the world that's turned me astray, but I'm searching for the pieces that make this world beautiful again. I have a very deep mind, most would not understand. If you could have a glimpse inside, you'd probably suffocate.
I'm a dynamic character, constantly reformatting myself into a better person. I've learned so much over the past year. I'm bringing a beautiful life into this world. Though I am only going to be 13 years old I will do whatever I possibly can to give my family and friends the best life. I like to lead a simple life even though I myself am a very complex. I get the most out of the little things in life.
It saddens me to see people focus on the negative when there's so much good out in the world and everything that's offered out there. I have my down times, but I always pick myself up and focus on a positive path. I believe people are too quick to judge one another. I love meeting new people and keeping true friends. I don't judge people by how they look, I'm more interested in their mind, what they can offer me and teach me. Knowledge is my power. The behavioral patterns of humans and society really intrigues me and I enjoy studying it in my spare time. I love trying new things and enjoy the experiences I get out of them. Though most people will probably be quick to judge me based on my photos I do applaud you if you have gotten this far in my speech.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLY
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